Life.

Since I am only 19, I realize that I don't have all the answers when it comes to life and its meaning and whatnot. However, I do know a thing or two. And the fact of the matter is, SHIT HAPPENS. all the time, good shit, bad shit, sometimes jst regular shit. and despite the fact that EVERYONE in the WORLD knows this, somehow, people still manage to have their life in shambles and doing miserably.

I mean its like seriously, get your stuff together. Like, realisticly, people can ecourage education and all that, but really though, not everyone is going to go to college, and not everyone thats in college is gonna be living the good life w/ that six figure salary. for our country to be stable we need all the social classes; rich, working, and poor.

but this isnt about social classes, and money, this is about happyness. i just wish everyone in their respected class would just do what they really loved to do.

if your poor, and you love smoking dope and shooting up, its what makes you happy, then by all means boo, do that. however, if your poor and an addict, and you hate yourself for what you do, then change that shit. i dont care what made you start doin drugs, find the strength in yourself to quit and do something better with yourself. same thing w/ the corporate bigshot, your in meeting 24/7 and you love that, then fine, but if your in meetings 24/7 and never see your family, and all you wanna do is live in a cabin in colorado, then make that change honey.

we all are so scared of doing what makes us happy in fear of other peoples judgement, or feeling like we owe it to someone. but its like for what? your gonna live a miserable life because of what someone else thinks. now mind you, if you have a family or other obligations then that should also be taken into consdieration. but for us who have only ourselves. TAKE A RISK.

i'm all for friends, and caring, but at the end of the day, if im busy worried about you and how to fix your problems... whos gonna worry about me and how to fix mine. i'm on a mission in life, to be a trainer for a sports team. not because i have to, not because it pays well, but because I WANT TO. i am taking control of my life because thats my job. i owe it to myself.

.... just like you owe it to yourself. get off your ass and do what you need to do. no matter what the circumstances.

w/ love
zac