blakc ops :]

So, let's recap.

I have scored an awesome job at best buy and bath and body works. I have been going out, having fun, drinking at a minimal of course :], AND I have been devoting the past few days to COD and I must say that I am impressed x]

On to a more personal thought. I am realizing that as appealing as the idea of settling down may be, I jst don't want too. Or maybe I'm just not ready because I'm scared. I think my logic is that, Im only 19, and I have my whole life to have a realtionship (unless i were to suddenly peril tomorrow) and idk, I guess its just not that serious to me right now.

Schools good, friends are good, and work is good. so all in all, things are just going GREAT. I don't want to rock the boat. So I'm just going to go with the flow and let the chips fall where they may.
... speaking of chips(poker) I must say that the idea of counting cards is becoming more appealing to me.

w/ love
z.a.c.