even though we are born alone, doesn't mean that we have to live our lives alone. and as much as i don't want to face it, i see that, we as humans, are co-dependent people.
to me, the number one cause of unhappyness is lonelyness. which is sad. just think about all the problems and the pain you've suffered. it was probably 10x's worse or 10x's easier knowing that you had or didn't have someone there for you. someone that understands you. and it goes the same way for happy or proud moments in your life.
and it kinda sukcs to be yung and realize certain things you need in your life aren't attainable. where am i gna find a cool guy, w/ a good head on his shoulders at my age? ... church perhaps... i am 19 years old, and i am not saying that i need a guy to make me happy, im happy now. however, there are certain times when i wish there was someone who was there for me in all my moments, good or bad. not necessarily a boyfriend, but someone that i could just turn to.
now, don't get me wrong, i am not unhappy in my life at all. in fact, i am loving my life right now.
.... but if im loving life but still lonely now, i can only imagine how it must feel to be lonely and at the top : /
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