Monday, May 30, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Studio
I'm building a home studio in my garage. I love to express myself artistically and photography is one of those ways. I am just starting out and have a long way to go. This is a picture that I took of my dad in the garage. I made a couple things and used a HD camera and "picasa" for editing. Hopefully all my time and effort pays off.
w. love
ZAC
w. love
ZAC
Monday, March 14, 2011
people need to just accept
it bothers me when people talk shit on someone, then that person dies and all of a sudden they're a saint again. like NO. it doesnt work like that. if someone did bad things or harmed you, and never apologized for it, just because they are dying or dead doesnt mean you have to act like none of it ever happened.
maybe im being harsh or cynical but to me, if i didnt like you when you were healthy, being sikc isnt gonna change that either. or atleast it shouldnt. unless under it all, yu feel guilty for something or some event that transpired.
all im sayin is that, you never know whats going to happen in life. so before yu start running off at the mouth about how much you hate someone, then switch it up to how much you love someone now that they're ill, stop and think. because in the end your wishy washy ways only make you look like a fake and a hypocrite.
maybe im being harsh or cynical but to me, if i didnt like you when you were healthy, being sikc isnt gonna change that either. or atleast it shouldnt. unless under it all, yu feel guilty for something or some event that transpired.
all im sayin is that, you never know whats going to happen in life. so before yu start running off at the mouth about how much you hate someone, then switch it up to how much you love someone now that they're ill, stop and think. because in the end your wishy washy ways only make you look like a fake and a hypocrite.
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Friday, December 24, 2010
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
epiphany; 12/15/2010 around 3:00am-ish
i want to say im happy w/ myself as a person and content w/ the life God has blessed me with in general. but when i really think about it, when i really analyze things. i see that something is eating me up. and for a while i havent been able to figure it out. but now i know. its my family.
the los angeles county family to be exact. and its because WE are all complete and utter disappointments primarily as a family and secondly as people.
as a family, secluded in compton, were supposed to stikc together and we dont. its like one wolf pack against another. members are estranged, members arent pulling their weight, and it seems as if these issues will not be resolved. and i am okay w/ that in some areas. its like, i dont want to be estranged from any family member. i want to love and support everyone. BUT ONLY IF YOUR MAKING REASONABLE DECISIONS. yet, on the other hand, you cant help someone that doesnt want to be helped....
and the part where we ALL sukc it up is when it comes to the kids. one person is either too stupid too see, or just plain incompetent to understand the effects decisions have on them. while the rest of us act all helpless. as if its too late to make a POSITIVE impact in their lives. which is jst plain selfish on our part. we're too wrapped up and engrossed in what we got goin on to, not notice whats happening, cuz we all know,... but TOO WRAPPED UP TO TAKE ACTION. what kinda shit is that, what kinda people are we. to let our own blood stay on the forsaken path they are on, simply because its easier for us.
im almost ashamed. idk what im going to do. or how im going to handle it. but somethings gotta give. and somethings will change. i can promise you that.
lord please guide us in your wisdom.
w/ love
zac
the los angeles county family to be exact. and its because WE are all complete and utter disappointments primarily as a family and secondly as people.
as a family, secluded in compton, were supposed to stikc together and we dont. its like one wolf pack against another. members are estranged, members arent pulling their weight, and it seems as if these issues will not be resolved. and i am okay w/ that in some areas. its like, i dont want to be estranged from any family member. i want to love and support everyone. BUT ONLY IF YOUR MAKING REASONABLE DECISIONS. yet, on the other hand, you cant help someone that doesnt want to be helped....
and the part where we ALL sukc it up is when it comes to the kids. one person is either too stupid too see, or just plain incompetent to understand the effects decisions have on them. while the rest of us act all helpless. as if its too late to make a POSITIVE impact in their lives. which is jst plain selfish on our part. we're too wrapped up and engrossed in what we got goin on to, not notice whats happening, cuz we all know,... but TOO WRAPPED UP TO TAKE ACTION. what kinda shit is that, what kinda people are we. to let our own blood stay on the forsaken path they are on, simply because its easier for us.
im almost ashamed. idk what im going to do. or how im going to handle it. but somethings gotta give. and somethings will change. i can promise you that.
lord please guide us in your wisdom.
w/ love
zac
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